Friday, July 23, 2010

Way to go girl!Way to go………

I chatted up with you yesterday, just so that you could piss me off today??
Well way to girl but I guess you forgot it’s my way or the highway,
Care to explain yourself ?Care to tell me I’m wrong?
Well if you’d said that, I probably wouldn’t be writing this song….
You think it’s a lie? You think I am playing?
Just lend an ear to my friends, Listen what they are saying,
It’s not like I’ll die, If you act like a bitch
I’ll get over you girl, I’ll crawl out of this ditch,
And mark my words, I WILL GET OUT!!!

And I’ll have the last laugh, have no doubt,
And when you come around , You’ll Still see me smile,
I’ll still hold your hand,Though it will take some while,
Before you will come close,close enough to hurt,
I’ll touch the skies,today I may be in dirt……

Another Feather In my cap


I want to scream


But I have no Voice!!!


 

I wanna scream,But I have no Voice,
I wanna hate her,But loving is the only choice,
Her aloofness tears me apart,
But I doubt she cares for my bleeding heart,

I try screaming again,silence is all that prevails,
I try to understand her,somehow I always fail,
It's been a week or so and yet she drives me crazy,
When she comes around my world turns hazy,

All I remember is that shy little smile,
those flicks she keeps giving to her hair all the while,
I talk and I talk and then realize what's so wrong,
I realize how much she changes me,talking was never my style;

And just as my shell breaks,She forms one of her own,
When I start acting familiar,She starts acting unknown;
And yet again dear friends,she leaves me no choice,
I wanna scream,But I have no voice……….
-Utkarsh(Darkangel17)

Saturday, July 3, 2010

Where are you

     Where Are you?
It's been days since you called,
Weeks since we met,
Months since we kissed,
And suddenly you left;
I can still feel your lips,
clinging to mine,
Your scent so intoxicating,
It smells as of wine;
Ever since you left
my world has been dark,
Caus' you were my angel,
My sunshine;
I don't know of love,
Neither of lust;
I broke my promise
When you broke my trust,
but one thing I do know,
my love was true,
My heart is still screaming
Where Are You?

Thursday, June 3, 2010

Sorry

Sorry dear readers I am out for councelling and have many unfinished posts left i will make a big update after I come back.

Saturday, May 22, 2010

15

This one was written when I was no older than perhaps 15.This was my first work so obviously it is not the best,But still it holds a special spot in my heart.



15
Let me tell you a story of a boy and girl,
This story may be true;
For the boy in question is actually me,
The girl may be anyone but you;

A young lad of 15 with a heart of gold,
Entered the real life;
Subjected to rude awakening,
In love even truth lies;

The girl in question was a flirty princess,
Her hobby was breaking hearts;
The boys dreams crumbled and fell,
Like a house made of playing cards;

The wound was deep;
The pain intense;
To him nothing of this game made sense;
This game,the game of love,
was to him the journey of life;
He still kept smiling,still kept laughing;
And hid the pain behind his eyes........



Friends first love is the one which is always remembered by us no matter how old we grow.My first love was a lie,And it still hurts................

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

The balcony girl

Well ladies and gentlemen,During my stay at kota My room opened directly opposite to the balcony of a room in a nearby girls hostel,And the owner was well........Charming.I always felt a pull towards her but since i was already seeing someone I wrote something for her and put her in the back of my head.



The balcony girl

I sit on my table to get some work done;
My gaze wanders through my window;
And there she is,sitting motionless;
The Balcony Girl;

She loves to toss her hair in the sunlight;
But it's her smile that makes me give up all my fight;
My pen,long stopped,is kept on the desk;
My heart starts beating loudly in my chest;

Her carefree demeanor,her charming smile;
Makes my life in this hell a little worthwhile;
She looks my way every now and then;
Her eyes so shiny that could dazzle all men;

Whenever I drift down the memory lane;
I can still see you smile balcony girl;
I'm too much of coward to ask your name 'tis true;
But all my little rhymes are dedicated to you;

My charming--->Balcony Girl




You see i could never ask her name,Nor could I get a picture of her.All i knew was that she lived in front of my room.I had plenty of such experiences which are presented on the sister blog .Please do give a visit.

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

The day that never came

I sat around messing things up and waiting for when time was ripe;

Kept staring out of the foggy window,and wishing that I was right;

I saw your face in the spiraling smoke coming out of the embers red;

I closed my eyes,went back in time remembering all the things you said;

You called me strong,you called me weak,you said that I was a lie,;

The way you said those things made me wish to give up and just die;

Why?Why was I so wrong when everyone else for you was right;

Was it the way I loved you,or was it that single fight;

The grudge you held against me was tearing me apart;

How could I choose to hate you with your name etched on my heart;

I hope we meet again sometime but things will not be same;

This lonely heart still looks out for the day that never came.......

Intro

There was a time I used to write a few lines for her,She made me promise her That one day I would write something for her.Well,that was the last thing she ever said to me....
So since I have time now,i write and I write not only because I want to,I write because I don't want to leave a thing buried inside me,I want it all out of my mind.